
80,000 Thoughts is a poetic autobiographical and fictional film about testing oneself and one's possibilities—sexually, gender-wise, and bodily—conveyed through dance, music, poetry, and images. It is also a personal story about the narrator's traumas and memories, her love affair and one-time crush, God, drugs, missing her mother, and violence and abuse. Director Michele Mwikali Lauritsen deftly employs crackling prose to position her film in the impossible—and refreshing—position between the gallery-smart contemporary art of the time and a more accessible and popular format.

as Strawhat Member Keeping It Real / Submissive Boy

as Man In Love

as The Lake Guardian

as Time And Death

as The Perfect Man

as Representing Art And Creativity

as The Development From Girl To Woman

as Happy Music Contributor

as Sexy Gymnast And Dancer

as The Longing For Being More Than Beautiful

as Hot Steward And Member Of Mizzunderstood Washing The Limo

as Best Biceps In Town & Strawhat Member Keeping It Real / Sub Boy

as The Innocence From The Countryside

as Pleasure And Eroticism

as Communicator With The Forest Animals

as Creation of Life / Girlfriend

as Creation Of Life

as Expensive Boy And Member Of Mizzunderstood Washing The Limo

as Dancer Feeling Good About Himself

as The Easygoing Choice Of Boyfriend

as The Child Inside The Adult

as Dancer Feeling Good About Himself

as Sexuality aka Diamond Of The Night

as Legs That Go On For Miles / Street Girl And Classy Lady As One

as The Present Childhood

as Man In Love

as The Angel On The Heavenly Pole

as Urban Life

as Woman In Control aka Kitty Cat Slam / Girlfriend

as The Sensible Choice Of Boyfriend

as The Cold Black Ass Twin On A Date

as Strawhat Member Keeping It Real / Submissive Boy

as Hope For Humanity / The Child's Grief / Dancer Feeling Good

as All The Emotions Being Stuck Inside

as Reflections On Love And Vocation

as Musical Explorer

as Girly Babe Struggling With The Choices Of Lovers

as Mother Earth / Bohemian City Girl

as Sexy City Boy

as Dancer Feeling Good About Himself

as Punishing The Bass

as Sexy Boy Working The Pole

as Spirit Walker

as The Forest Guardian

as Dancer Feeling Good About Himself

as Redefinition Of Oneself

as Serious Guy And Member Of Mizzunderstood Washing The Limo